creating a new budget

I'm trying to create a new budget. I'm starting from scratch because I feel led to give more away to the world's very poor, and i've felt led by God to make my budget with the image of a starving child staring me in the face.

So I watched this video.

Then I wept.

Then I watched another video that was less emotionally disturbing mainly because the presenter has such entertaining eyebrows. I think the presenter speaks to my budget making, too. I'm not sure what the eyebrows speak to.

I don't know how my budget numbers will end up, but they will be made with a new heaviness.